Goodbye, 2018

Wow, 2018, just wow. You’ve been and gone and raged like a tornado through my life. As with every year there’s been heady highs and scary lows, but I really feel like 2018 as a year, has changed me so much more than any other year I can remember.

I found Kinning Park Complex

Well “found” is probably the wrong word, since I had actually been walking past it almost daily for 3 years, no I suppose it’s more accurate to say I “ventured in” to Kinning Park Complex. It’s actually impossible to overstate how much impact KPC and the people there have had on Kenny and I – it’s changed everything from our career paths to how we spend our free time, not to mention we’ve met some truly amazing people and eaten (a lot) of really good food.

I began my transition to veganism

If I’m being honest, my omnivore lifestyle hadn’t sat well with me for quite some time, but I buried my head in the sand, because, hey – cheese is tasty. Like, really tasty. 2018 saw me finally face up to things and begin the move towards veganism. Some parts have been easy, some bits I have failed at, miserably, but I’m excited to finally be on the path that feels right for me – and I’m sure I’ll be writing a lot more about it as we head into 2019.

I made the leap to being self employed

After years of my mental health issues making me miserable when trying to hold down a typical job, 2018 was the year that, with encouragement from Kenny and my family, I finally said, “enough”, and decided I’d figure out another way to do this. Unlike a lot of people I didn’t have savings to fall back on or, you know, a plan, just sheer determination to stand on my own two feet and to prove that my anxiety and depression wouldn’t hold me back from being successful in life, even if they did in a “normal” job.

I could go on, and on, and on – rapidly realising that starting this post may have been a mistake. I could talk about how my family rallied around each other – as we always do. I could talk about how proud I am of Kenny for surviving University and landing an amazing job. I could share stories of barbecues and cutting a fringe in my hair (bad move btw),  of finally finding our local pub, learning Sorani and completely failing at a capsule wardrobe system – yeah, 2018 was a lot. Big mood.

Ultimately though, I’m all about looking forward, not back. So thank you 2018, for the lessons and the snow, for the scares and the seitan, the hugs and the hellos and here’s to 2019! Wishing you all a Happy New Year for when the time comes – I hope 2019 is good to you.

What was 2018 about for you? Let me know your highlights down below in the comments!

 

Spring Capsule Recap (Piece By Piece)

I have a post coming up about my general thoughts on the capsule wardrobe system I’ve been using for the last 3 months, but in this post I want to break down the my supplementary Spring Capsule and take a look at the 10 pieces within it  – how practical were they? How much did I enjoy them? What do I wish I’d done differently/what will I do differently next year? Don’t forget I’m using this supplementary, seasonal capsule in conjunction with my all-year core capsule wardrobe, the contents of which you can see, here. I know that analysing clothing to this level isn’t everyone’s cup of tea, but what can I say, I’m a sucker for data (must be the software developer part of my brain… or the Pokemon fanatic, hard to say), and for me, analysing both clothes and makeup like this has helped me realise so much about myself and my habits, and has really helped me break previous, destructive shopping habits.

 

1. leopard print jacket

Bought from: thrifted
Original cost: £5
Number of wears in this capsule: 0 
Why I included it: I included this piece for Spring thinking that it would be nice to have another, “lighter” jacket option for the Spring months – because in Scotland you still need a jacket almost every day in Spring, and I thought I might appreciate the variety after wearing my Winter jackets for months. I love this jacket (I have had it in black for years and years and was so excited to thrift the leopard print version last year), and so I was really excited to wear it – but I think this is a classic newbie error of not really thinking closely enough about how I would wear it.
What are my thoughts on it now: I sort of regret putting this piece in my Spring capsule because it was just never appropriate for me to wear it, but despite that it hasn’t changed my feelings for the piece overall. The reason it was never “suitable” to wear, was basically because it was way too cold for a jacket like this for March and a lot of April, and then when it did warm up enough to go out in this jacket, I didn’t find I actually wanted to wear it because really, I tend to pair it with an all black outfit, and that was pretty much the last thing I felt like putting on when Spring finally arrived this year! I think in an Autumn capsule it would do much better, because at that time of year when it starts to cool down, I can definitely see me wanting to rock black jeans and a black polo-neck, but it was definitely not a smart Spring pick!

 

2. blue pinstripe shirt 

Bought from: thrifted
Original cost: £3
Number of wears in this capsule: 6
Why I included it: This was one of the first pieces I knew I wanted to include into this capsule. I generally look very washed out and ill when I wear pastel shades, but this somehow works out for me – I think it must just be a bit deeper blue than a true “pastel” – and so it’s a great way for me to get those Spring-pastel vibes without looking like a corpse. Also, from a practical standpoint it doesn’t need ironed, it can be machine washed, I can wear it buttoned up with long sleeves, open with rolled up sleeves, under a sweater, or even tied in the front – so this high degree of ease of use and flexibility means I was pretty sure I would reach for it a lot, in many different situations and temperatures.
What are my thoughts on it now: I went into this season loving this shirt, and honestly, if anything I love it even more now! If I was ever to try and make a “true” year round capsule wardrobe this would 100% be included. I always felt put together and comfortable when I wore this, I felt like “me”, which is a little strange because it’s not a very “me” piece actually! It was just so versatile, there really wasn’t any occasion it wouldn’t have been appropriate for – the only reason it doesn’t have a lot more wears is just due to how freezing it was here in March and April! It’s not that I couldn’t have worn this shirt more, it’s just that I got into a bit of a grumpy-rut about the weather and was just all about the sweaters.

 

3. Ravenclaw t-shirt

Bought from: old piece, fast fashion
Original cost: £8
Number of wears in this capsule: 0
Why I included it: Prior to starting to use a capsule wardrobe system I often found myself running out the house in jeans and a t-shirt, and so, figuring this would continue, I thought it might be nice to include a cute t-shirt for Spring, to mix things up. Plus, I am a proud Ravenclaw!
What are my thoughts on it now: Well, as it turns out, now that I use a capsule wardrobe system and use a Spreadsheet to plan my outfits the night before, I don’t find myself in a mad flap in the morning, then running out the house in jeans and a t-shirt. Truthfully, I did intend to wear this with a blazer for kind of different, laid back look – but the weather just never seemed to line up for me with that sort of outfit this season. Whereas with the leopard jacket that I also didn’t wear, I knew I still loved it, despite the bad decision to include it in here, but this t-shirt I’m less sure of. Probably I’ll put it into storage and then give it one more shot at some point – it would be a pretty awesome t-shirt to use as longewear so there’s always that.

 

4. floral sweatshirt

Bought from: Christmas gift a couple of years ago
Original cost: unknown, but based on similar items from the company: £15
Number of wears in this capsule: 3
Why I included it: This is my third Spring season with this sweater, and in both the previous two Springs I have worn this non-stop! It’s such a fun way to start hinting at Spring with florals and pastels, even if you live in Scotland and it’s still snowing in “Spring”. This was another piece that I was so sure about in here, right from the start.
What are my thoughts on it now: I wore this a few times, but nowhere near as much as I thought I would. I think to certain extent it suffered the same fate as the Ravenclaw t-shirt: it used to be something easy I would grab in the morning when I was panicked and had “nothing to wear”, but now, because I am planning my outfits and so much more creative with them, I just didn’t seem to use this sort of “crutch” piece as much. Going to keep this one in storage until next Spring probably and then see how it goes.

 

5. thin, stone cardigan

Bought from: old piece, fast fashion
Original cost: £6
Number of wears in this capsule: 3
Why I included it: Have I mentioned that Spring in Scotland is usually still pretty cold? Oh what’s that? I have? 5000 times? Well, anyway, I thought it might be useful and fun to have a thinner layering piece in a nice earthy-tone, to break up all the blacks and greys I’d been wearing all winter.
What are my thoughts on it now: Again, I didn’t end up reaching for this piece as often as I thought I would, and I’m not totally sure why. Sitting here right now I have it in my head that it was a little short in the back for me…but I don’t actually know that that was the case, or just the sort of association I have with it now for some reason? Anyone else ever get that way? *update* So I tried on the cardigan and it’s not too short on me, but for some reason I just don’t feel that comfortable in it – I’ll give this another try or two and see how I feel, no point in keeping it if I never want to wear it, after all.

 

6. cream, cable-knit sweater

Bought from: thrifted
Original cost: £8
Number of wears in this capsule: 3
Why I included it: With more than foot of snow on the ground at the start of this capsule, this was definitely temperature appropriate, but being such a pale, almost off-white shade, meant it felt a lot lighter and brighter somehow than if it had been a black or a navy blue sweater.
What are my thoughts on it now: I love this jumper, I really do. It’s cosy comfy, but the cable-knit type detailing on it means that it doesn’t look totally shapeless and dull when I wear it, even when I have a coat layered over the top of it. I definitely think I’ll be bringing this one back out for my winter capsule.

 

7. fish-pattern t-shirt dress

Bought from: passed on to me by my sister (it’s fast fashion)
Original cost: £5
Number of wears in this capsule: 3
Why I included it: I was wearing this piece on repeat throughout February – when it was distinctly a dress on my. However as time, and the number of washes, went on, it is definitely now more of a sort of tunic-length top on me – something to be worn with leggings or tucked into something, rather than with tights. I included this piece just because I loved it, rather than for any serious, practical reasons.
What are my thoughts on it now:I do still love this piece but I definitely am drawn to wearing it less now that it’s not a dress for me. I’d like to put a bit of effort into figuring out good ways to style it for the future, and hopefully I can find something that brings the magic back for me a bit.

 

8. floral-print skater-style dress

Bought from: thrifted
Original cost: £3
Number of wears in this capsule: 3
Why I included it: This was something I’d been hunting for for quite some time, and I lucked out finding it in a charity shop just a couple of weeks before my Spring capsule kicked off. I love the sort of 90’s (I totally mean Buffy the Vampire Slayer here) sort of vibes that come from wearing a floral dress with black tights, chunky boots and an oversized cardigan! So that’s exactly why I included this.  I didn’t have any “formal” events to go to in Spring but I did have a couple of more casual meals out for birthdays and such, and I thought this would be nice as a piece I could dress up a little.
What are my thoughts on it now: I didn’t wear this dress as much as I thought it would – a couple of the dinners I’d planned to wear it to ended up falling during the freakishly warm spell when it was about 18c-20c so this wouldn’t have worked super well for me. I love this dress so much though and think I might actually pull it out again in Winter, so I have more opportunities to wear it with the sort of outfit I like.

9. pleather trousers

Bought from: thrifted
Original cost: £4
Number of wears in this capsule: 2
Why I included it: Similarly to the floral dress above, these trousers were sort of a “last minute” find for me in a charity shop, just before my Spring Capsule got started up. I included them, I think, mostly because they were new and exciting and I was really taken with them.
What are my thoughts on it now: While I really do like the trousers, I do sort of regret including them in this capsule. In Spring the two jackets I wore most were my raincoat and my faux-leather jacket – neither of which go with these trousers at all because the fabrics are too weirdly similiar – it just looks really odd. However these trousers look awesome with my black, Winter coat and a knitted sweater, so it’s possible I’d actually get a lot more wear out of these if I included them for winter rather than Spring. Lesson learned re: making impulsive inclusions based on what’s new to me right now.

 

10. black sweatshirt dress

Bought from: old piece, fast fashion
Original cost: £15
Number of wears in this capsule: 6
Why I included it: This actually wasn’t in my original edit for my Spring Capsule, but on March 1st we had more than a foot of snow lying on the ground so I had to make some changes! This was ideal because it’s basically just a massive sweater that I could wear a thermal top underneath as well as big, fluffly-lined leggings with it too. Not a glamorous piece really, but a lifesaver in cold weather, and because it’s all black (and I wear it with an all black outfit) I still feel quite like myself and not too frumpy.
What are my thoughts on it now: I think it definitely made sense to include it in my Spring capsule, and it’s a piece I’m really glad to own because I know I’ll reach for it again and again when the weather turns super-cold. On that note though, I’m not sure about whether or not I’ll include it in future capsules, or just keep it as a sort of “in case of emergency” piece to be reached for if temperatures plummit – seeing as how weather like that is actually pretty rare here.

Conclusion

So there we have it, a detailed walk through of all the pieces that were in my supplementary Spring capsule! I think it’s fairly clear from reading the post what pieces I wish I’d not included and why:

1. The leopard print jacket doesn’t scream Spring to me
2. The Ravenclaw t shirt just doesn’t fit my style so well right now
3. The pleather trousers because they really can’t be worn with my more “Spring appropraite” jackets.

But, knowing what I know now what would I include instead? What was missing? How would I think about things differently.

1. I think because it was so cold at the start of March, and had been for about 5 months at that point, I struggled to grasp that it would in fact warm up again at some point! In retrospect I didn’t need all the thicker pieces I had included.
2. Shoes was a category I ended up feeling a little confined by. Not in a huge, or problematic way, but if I was going back in time I think I would definitely look at adding in another pair: maybe another pair of trainers that could be worn with jeans/long trousers, but that would also look cute with a dress if the weather was to get warmer.
3. Black leggings. I currently only own one pair and they’ve seen better days to be honest, so I didn’t include them in my capsule, figuring I would just wear them around the house as lounge-wear, but actually I wore them out a lot with the shrinking-fish-dress I talked about above, as well as with some other, longer tops. So I think I definitely need to keep my eye out for a new (to me) pair in the charity shops!
4. While the leopard print jacket was a bit of a swing and a miss, I think my instinct to include a different jacket was right, just not that jacket. Including something like my army shirt would probably have been a better, more flexible option for me, as well as the fact it’s still pretty windproof and warm!

And that’s that! It’s definitely blowing my mind to think that that’s one whole season done (well, basically), where has the time gone? Stay tuned for more posts where I’ll be talking about my overall experience with using a capsule wardrobe system, as well as walk throughs of my Summer capsule. Can’t wait? Did you check out my post talking about what’s inspiring my Summer capsule this year?